My Life.My Style

Its been s’time since we’ve been toking. well, chatting actually. Our conversations are still sooo crappy…. like always. But its good , it makes me happy (although i cant help feeling ‘…’ at times)… its like… last time, there’s nth we dun tok abt bt wadever we tok abt usu dun mk sense =) Its not ez to find s’one like dat ok.. esp at 1 in the morning….

Mr low asked me wad happen to my phy, y such a big drop… dis is the 2nd time he’s asking me dat 4 my prelims.. he muz haf bn damn disappointed.. im disappointed… of all sub phy noe….. argh.. buck up, buck up!

Tmr’s outing may seem a lil out of place bt we’ve both been looking 4wrd to it so i really2 hope it doesn’t rain!!!

Its been a beautiful day, may tmr be another =)

I saw that guy again yesterday.. still din c his face bt saw him at the stairs landing again.. im determined the next time im gng to c who he is. Even if it means chasing him dwn all the way to 1st floor.. (ok mayb until the 9th floor.)

Had a few gatherings during the weekend, it was great to c everyone again =)

The greatest person to c again is still mummy…. juz seen all her photos, so nice!! Wish i was dere…. (wad else can i say?)

School starts again tmr… shit. hate to get back my papers… The dumbest thing? i’ve completed 3 journals b4 SHE say oni need to do 1~! telling us that on a SATURDAY NITE? wads the pt??? freak.

"Dear Lord, I pray that my week ahead will be peaceful and great. Not according to my wishes but according to ur way. Amen." 

We were watching PRIDE 2day when grandma looked up fr her knitting n said: "Dis guy looks like garvin." of coz its NOT Takuya Kimura, it was kenji sakaguchi, the goalie w the #13 jersey. mayb coz of their ht diff i nv really  notice any resemblence(that guy’s like at least 185?) bt now dat she mentioned… hmm… a tiiiinnnny bit, maybe…. Anyway its a realllyyy nice show. A whole lot of team work n team-love in it. very cool. not to mention its a super cool sport w some super cool actors =) and the song…. juz…. rox…

I WAS BORN TO LOVE YOU - Queen.

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day …

(Chorus)
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You’re my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I’d kill for your love

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I’m caught in a dream
And my dream’s come true
It’s so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin’ through -

(Chorus)

I wanna love you,
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life

An amazing feeling
Comin’ through

(Chorus)

Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life

Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me

If anyone told me dat, id juz melt in front of him… its SO S-WEET!

Aft church yesterday, we went to eat at the hawker behind the sch. Its been so long! 4 yrs of memories there…. Times we spent tgt, times we spent w our frens… the endless talks we chaos every single time we go dere…. its all so nostalgic. Then we walked to the bus-stop which we always went to aft sch when we’re in sec 2, those times when we kept complaining abt it being so far away, now i think the distance is too short… b4 i can rmb all the silly things we did in the past we’re already dere… Seriously, sec sch is one of the gr8est time of the life (so far for lah..)  im glad mine was rather interesting =)

Dat was a gr8 movie, not the usual time-travel flick. It involves dinosaurs yes, bt its more den juz dino here, its the whole complicity of meddling with time n the process of evolution. Its like a science-ethics movie dats exciting n keeps u wondering wads cuming.

Went to kiat’s hs today to c their baby girl, she’s been crying ALOT. But when she’s tired n falling aslp, yawning n all, she looks soooo cute….. but so small…. i dun dare to hold her…

Wan li n david’s not dere today, im the only one crazy enuf to go in the midst of my prelims… bt it has been pretty interesting, lots of things to kp me entertained.. food, babies, dog, kaiting, cousin’s girlfren, cute guy (hee), kaiting, my sis in law, n .. kaiting (i haf to play scissors paper stone w her n its not the traditional type ok, its the wad ‘baby’ version… so… urgh…)

Er-sao gave me alot of advice today, frm love to career. she wans be to really make both choices wisely so dat there’s no regrets. I hate regrets. bt i believe TRUE love is one thing dats not so much OUR choice. She told me they regretted getting married so early, coz they were only 21 den n they still lack the financial foundation to build a family. But they managed to, it was a toil, bt i can c how much they cherish each other n things r gng really well 4 them =D and dat was a relationship since sec sch ok… well dats y she thinks we reminded her of their relationship =D we seldom tok abt 4ever now coz as the relationship gets longer, we bcum more practical n we noe dere’s still a long2 way. nobody noe wads gng to happen. But for now…. =D we r still pretty much in love n everythings gng juz fine….. and the best part, we still bicker. EVERYDAY. wadever it is, im leaving this all to the one who noes wads best for me.

Oh, and i got a necklace too, fr er-sao. Juz coz i said it was nice. well, i meant dat it was nice ON HER… anyway, i like it too =)

Finally… 1 paper dat i think i din screwed up (dat badly)… phy yesterday was like… #%&* so demoralising!!! I think I spent the moz time on it yt…. argh~ Aft prelims is juz a mth to A’s bt dere’s only 2 wks of study break… tsk… juz cnt stop revising…

Im actually washing my own clothes now… its… sth i’ve not really bn done, bt coz mummy’s not here so… Bt its not dat bad actually… Mummy still enjoying herself in alaska… think they are gng to taiwan soon… shop n shop n shop n eat… I OSO WAN~

Gong2 promised me a break at ECP aft my prelims (n his sem)… ahh~ really looking 4wd to it =D bt have to complete my prelims 1st … =(

I dun like mooncake with nuts… actually… im so sick of all the mooncakes I’ve bn eating… nobody’s buying plain snow skin lotus mooncakes any more… its now all those fanciful ones dat tastes… weird s’times… wonder wad bird nest mooncake taste like…………….

Cant wait 4 my prelims to end… I wan to mt up with my girls!!!!! Miss them soooooo much!!! actually I wan to c Xue Mei’s hp….. so happy 4 her =) when the hell are they gng to cum up w a fully purple hp? Hope my trusty sumsung will cum up w one soon …

Maths Paper 2 tmr… *shivers*

"I wanted to know how God created this world… I want to know His thoughts, the rest are details." - Einstein.

Mummy left 4 Canada dis morning… ah~ i cnt go!!!! Hope she have fun… I miss her!!!

Finally, the super-star craze is over. No comments. But JJ rox >-<

Have been kind of distracted lately… couldn’t conc on my revision… 1 more week… I lack motivation… have to self-motivate now. Wadever it is, I hope prelims will be a wake-up call for me. Have been rather dreamy n aimless for the past term… feels like all i’ve done was rushing thru the last few chapters of the syllabus, no understanding… Need to focuz now.

Its a weird time to think of dancing but… im thinking of dancing… Im msing IT, greatly! I want to be on stage again… to savour every minute of the music in front of the crowd, under the lights, with CHAOS…. Its been ages since I last choreo… wonder if i’ve lost touch of it…

Its Sat tmr… but that asshole is gng climbing AGAIN! well…. its not dat bad coz climbing is really toning him up =D and… I NEED to study =\